Edwin left for Malaybalay City after lunch and I had to stay in the office because my travel plans did not push through (read previous blog-Disrupted Schedules why I have to stay). After feeling bad about it and grumbling about it, I reasoned out that God probably did not want me to go. Yup the answer came in a text message. Jepoy, my travelmate, had asthma attack and won't be able to make the trip if it did push through. Sometimes I forget that there is a higher being that rules the world and that He has his won schedule on when the time is right for anything and everything.
Edwin was glad that I won't be going to Mis Occ because the kids will be feeling lonely with both of us away for 2 nights. It broke my heart this morning when I had to leave for the office with Jianna crying. I almost cried myself when I heard her calling me when Edwin and I left. How I envy mothers or fathers who stay home to take care of the children. I even get jealous with Grace, our yaya, because Jianna and Ate listen to her more attentively and she gets to spend most of the day with the kids. As they say, you can't have your cake and eat it too.
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